I loved you.I loved you entirely,I loved you. by Smufflez
thinking you did as well..
The smell of you,
the caress of your skin on mine..
These memories of us linger in my mind,
filling me with happiness.
Til the end rolls along,
and my tears follow suit..
I miss the way we were,
Knowing you where there for me,
believing that you cared for me,
the feeling that you shared with me.
Are left only as a memory..
Breathing in the light of you,
melting at the sight of you,
seeing what's inside of you...
You where my saving grace,
the one on my mind while I slept,
and you stayed there when I took my first breath each morning.
Always enough to please my thoughts,
calm my busy mind,
and help me find myself again..
I loved you so much,
When you left me it broke me down,
why did you play to be the fool,
and made me feel so worthless...
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Swedish, Russian, French, Brazilian ♥
21 [(Like it even matters)]
Pansexual... [(Google is bitches! ♀♪♫♪♂)]
I have had a very hard part.
Full of many horribly abusive,
and rather messed up people,
but after a while new loving family,
my lovely 2 year old daughter Kyrrahlyn,
and my beautiful 2 month old son Aarik.
My life has gone from shitty to manageable
Along with one wonderful man,
and his gorgeous 4 year old lil lady,
My mental escapes still consist of music,
and visual inspiration;
but that list has grown quite a bit more.
Writing my own poetry, books, and music. Singing, Dancing, Learning different instruments, and languages... (<< Don't ask... I'm just weird [(AWESOME)] like that... ))
Favorite Youtuber :
Pewdiepie ♥ [(Bro for life! ♫♪♫♪)] ~! www.youtube.com/user/PewDiePie… !~
Favorite Color(s) :
Black, Dark purple, Silver, & Hot pink!
Favorite song(ATM) :
youtu.be/outE_ScuB6I : Give Me Your Hand - The Ready Set
youtu.be/z2Ys8Sn3L90 : Come back Down - Hollywood Undead
youtu.be/D-8KXO33RKU : Death to your Heart - BOTDF
Extra Crap :
I'm still the awesome gamer fall that I have always been.
Right now I'm obsessed with WoW,
and a few others;
but no need in boring you,
I still hate being stared at,
looked at in public,
and being touched about 98% of the time now.
I even still hate others taking pictures of me without permission,
it's still uncomfortable.
I'm still not a big fan of leaving the house,
being near crowds,
or big groups of people...
And a great amount of my free time you will still find me hardcore into a game..
I still hate malls,
shopping and parties where I don't know EVERYONE there...
[(I only attend SMALL friend parties, with people like me... ~still RARE~)]
Art Style :
I take pictures off my none serviced iPhone,
I still work very hard with different lighting,
and steady hand...
I hope you enjoy.!
Tagline : ~!♥Death is Bliss♥!~
Theme Song (s) :
youtu.be/SuyjdhI6g8k : Killer - The Ready Set
youtu.be/v8OY6orcXoM : P.L.U.R - BOTDF
youtu.be/TgshIJNRfU4 : IDGAF - Breath Carolina
youtu.be/D-8KXO33RKU : Death to your heart - BOTDF
Love Song (s) :
youtu.be/v8OY6orcXoM : Stary Eyed - Ellie Goulding
youtu.be/cRwnvRysSr0 : Breath : Skrillex
youtu.be/S548ohF-T3A : Lights - Ellie Goulding
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