On My MindYou say you hate me,
what a lie...
You say you love me,
yet you cry...
For all the love in my life ever held...
I know that even if she doesn't talk to me anymore,
or care for me,
I will always know that shes in my heart,
and will always be there...
Because out of all the people in the world,
she needs love...
Even if she doesn't want it anymore....
I still love my dear Kendra, but after what I had done.. There is no room for me anymore.. Even if she wants me there, I couldn't bare hurting her anymore..
Til this day shes still on my mind..
And there is nothing anyone can say or do...
To stop it.
Isn't something that can be used,
Love isn't a word that can be a simple hello and goodbye..
Love is forever,
to be held and cherished...
To be abused by those who say they love you,
is the worst feeling in the world,
and the messages of love get mixed into a ball of fucked up confusion...
Love is a shell of protection,
against any force of hurt,
and love comforts..
And to be hurt by love...?
Isn't love at all..
Its only a fake lining of hate,
which many cant get over...
but those who do..
Are worth the world to the ones who really love them..
Hold strength in yourself,
don't forget what love truly is..
is the ability to hold tight to the things that mean the most,
the strength to not regret the time people say is "Wasted" but to look forward as things fall,
and remember it as a learning experience...
The ability to hold to yourself,
and love you, more then anyone in the world can...
Because true love..? Starts with yourse